Blogging for Peace: changing my climate but still late for the ball

OK, I have to start with a confession and an apology.  I thought my computer had been hacked or something.  I thought I was locked out and couldn't work over here.  This kept me from writing this blog and kept me from writing a novel I'm working on.  I kept me from doing stuff I think I want to do.

It turns out, I was typing in the wrong password. I was so sure that I had the right password, that I didn't try my other passwords.  I just thought the universe was out to get me and I had no control. 

Y'all see a lesson here?

The universe doesn't care that much about me.  I do have control.  I can control my willingness to listen to others and to myself.  I can control my view of myself: helpless victim, superhero, something in between. I can contribute to my climate and to the healing that the Universe (which doesn't know who I am) needs.

I am a couple of days late, and I really don't want to go into some of the things I'm thinking about right now.  It's been a tough morning and this is a small step toward getting me on a better path.  Or any path.

And off we go.